I am SO not good at this. Especially after a night of not really sleeping. I hate waiting. But when you add in exhaustion and hormonal well there really is nothing worse you could do to me right now. (Okay so I’m 100% sure that is over-dramatic but bear with me…I’m having a rough time. Although I do have one co-worker who is trying to push me to the limit.)
I think part of me knows that this round didn’t work. I said as much to NewsBoy this morning. He answered simply “Then we try again.”
But in this moment I’m not sure I can do this again.
So we’ll wait…and hope…and I’ll try not to cry at my desk.